Chapter 456: All worth it
Alanis

I have been in this world for what feels like forever and this is not new to me. I am in a sleep state, I know what it is. I have only been in a sleep state once and it was for a short time. This time, I don’t want to be here. I want to be awake and I want to be with my mate and my babies. I know what this means.

I am healing and it is just a matter of time before I wake up. Beau is spiraling. Even though I am not there, I know everything that has been happening and I have done my best to get him on the right track. I don’t know if he will listen to me but there has never been a time when he didn’t listen to me.

I hope that he will listen to me. I know that he is in pain and I wish that I was there with him, to help him through the process but I am not. I trust that he will be fine until I wake up. I know that I am going to wake up. I am stronger than I thought. I feel my body rejuvenating. I can feel all of my cells healing. I feel like I am going to be coming out of this sleep in no time. I am ready to wake up and start this new life with my mate and my babies.

The sleep state is like a blank world, one where there is no chaos, no problems, and everything is perfect–well not as perfect as being with Beau right now. I am inside of my body, in this blank world. I know that a lot is happening and time is moving without me. Which is why I want to wake up. I want to be in the present. I want to be in my world with my family.

Beau needs me and I know that he is going to be fine until I wake up but I want to be there.

“You will soon get everything you want; you just have to be patient.’’ I turn around to the voice in this blank world and I see her again. Selene, the goddess of the moon. she is walking towards me with a smile on her face. The kind of smile that makes you feel like everything is going to be alright. I don’t know if I believe her, but I can’t help but feel some sort of comfort around her.