Ex-Husbands Regret Chapter 331-T’en still reeling from everything that Rowan told me. Everything that he told me made sense, but I just don’t know whether I can trust his mond My mind has been in turmoil since then. I didn’t know whether to believe him or not. I get that he had a hard time letting go of everything he and Emma had planned for the future I get that he also had a hard time letting go of a love that he thought would be eternal. Hell, t understand that if I were in his shoes, I would have struggled too with my feelings, but what about me?

What about what I’ve been through at his hands? What about the paint endured and the feelings I’m still struggling with? I’ve loved Rowan even when I shouldn’t have, and I think the moment I realized that I should have let go.

I want a future with him, but how can I fight against my memories of everything he’s ever done to hurt me? I can forgive, but I’m really not sure that I can forget, and that’s where the problem lies. I believe that past pain and memories will always pull us back a few steps behind, every time we make progress.

“We’re here, ma’am,” Boris, who is my driver and also my bodyguard, says, pulling me out of my thoughts.

I look outside, and we’re packed right outside my parent’s mansion.

He gets outside, opens the door for me, and helps me unbuckle Iris. I thank him once that’s done and then begin heading towards the house.

Iris was fussy, and I was double sure it’s because she was hungry, or the long ride to my parents house.