Ex-Husbands Regret Chapter 181-I sit on the bench nervously as I wait for Ava. I know she’s going to be pissed, but I can’t help this intense need to be around her. This intense need to be there for her.

I She’d refused to tell me the date for her next appointment, so I went ahead and got it myself. I know that makes me a F***ing bastard because I keep pushing,

but I am used to getting my way. And right now, what I want is to be by her side. 1 If I had my way, I would have gone and picked her up. Instead I decided to come here instead seeing as I’ve already gone against her wishes.

It’s been so long since I’ve been this nervous. The first and last time I was this nervous was when I had S** for the first time. I was thirteen and didn’t know exactly what the F* I was doing. It had been terrible given I had blown my load within seconds, leaving the girl I was F*ing unsatisfied.

Pushing those thoughts away, I focus on the door. I was a bit early. I knew I had to wait a while before she arrives.

“Rowan? What are you doing here?” her voice pulls me from my thoughts.

I don’t know how long I’d been seated in that bench waiting for her. I’d been so focused that I had missed her arrival.