The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 211-215

Chapter 211: I want him to be mine
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We have been together for two weeks now and he is still stuck on denying his feelings. It is not even just about me. He is blocking the pathway for his wolf to come out.

I don’t know what else I can do to let him see that this is who he is. The sooner he accepts it, the better. “You need to do this on your own G, there is nothing else I can do but be there for you,’’ I tell him calmly.

I have never really been the patient time. Things that don’t have progress disinterest me but I have been patient with him. I have held out for so long even though he is the one that is stopping this from happening.

“I don’t know what you want me to do, I don’t feel anything. There is no pull, there is no force. All that you are asking me to feel… I don’t feel it,’’ he is seated on the grass in the field. His legs are crossed together. We have been doing this for too long. I don’t know what else to do. I have tried meditation, communication with his wolf. I can’t even send his wolf a mind link. I have run out of options and I don’t know what else to do because I imagined this going differently. I had it all planned. I was going to bring his wolf out. We would spend time together—bond. That was the way it was supposed to go but for the past two weeks, all I have gotten from him is attitude and disinterest.

The denial he feels for this side of him is so strong. I don’t know if he will ever accept it.

“You need to calm down, exercise your inner self. That is the only way this will work,’’ from my tone, I am exhausted and I am sure he can tell. It is not like he even wanted to do this in the first place, so I am pretty sure it will take nothing from him to walk away from this. I am dying here from desperation. I just want him to accept me—accept us already. It is taking too long and I just want to be with him already. Rex is accepting of both of us but it seems like Gyles only wants him, or rather, he only wants to accept him. I should be fueling up with Rage at that fact but I don’t want to pressurize him.