Chapter 0976

“Why?” I ask quietly, tilting my head to the side. “Why would you have wanted to start early, at twenty-two? You were so much older, so much…readier for it when Rafe came along. And you wanted him so badly that you went to a sperm donor to get him. Isn’t it better, to bring a baby into the world when they’re really desired from the start?”

“Oh, I don’t know about that,” mom says on a considerate sigh, casually leaning against one arm as she turns her face up to the ceiling, contemplative. “Sometimes the desire comes first, sometimes the baby does. I’m not sure it matters. But,” she says, turning her eyes back towards me. “I would have wanted to get started young so your dad and I could have lots more kids.”

I burst out laughing, shaking my head at her. “Mom! Us four are enough!”

“Of course you are, baby,” mom coos, grabbing at me and pulling me in close for another hug, pressing kiss after kiss to my hair. I grin, swatting her away. “But,” she says with a happy sigh. “Eight would have been enough too.”

“Mom, eight is far too many,” I murmur, suddenly regretting my little joke last night about eighteen. “What would you have even named them?”

“Rafe, Ariel, Mark, and Juniper,” she says instantly, her eyebrows raising with the truth of it. “All with a Jr. at the end.”