Chapter 61-70

Chapter 0061 Anything they say now to try and make me feel better is strictly to ease their own conscience. I didn’t trust them to take care of me in a real moment of need when they didn’t take care of me in day to day things.

I know my place, have always known it, and now they are blurring those lines making it hard to keep my distance and keep myself from getting hurt. I can handle the physical pain from my bullies and training, I knowhow to heal from that, but the emotional pain that has been going on my whole life, I don’t know how to deal with that, so I kept my distance. I want to continue to keep my distance, but my wolf is right, we need our pack, or a pack “Is that why you ran? You run away everytime the focus is on you.” Oliver asks, leaning forward, elbows on his la-lees.

Sam is keeping a running commentary for Sierra. I can tell she is upset that I won’t shift back to talk to them. My wolf is at least intimidating enough to keep them away. I don’t want anyone trying to come close or embrace me.

They don’t get to be sorry for all the things they ignored in the past, because they feel bad now. My friend doesn’t deserve this treatment and I would talk to her directly if I could, but I am holding out. I still have no reason to show them any kind of emotion and I can stay stoic in my wolf’s form. She can choose to forgive me later or just keep the distance and let me go like everyone else.

“Can we jump back really quick to the part where she shifted at thirteen? That’s incredible Skylar! Your wolf must be really special for you to shift so young. I still haven’t shifted yet.”

Sierra looks at me. understand why the guys shifted early and at the same time too. You are all really close and have a tight knit group and to top it off you are all high ranking wolves taking on your positions and training to be the next leaders. It makes sense that your wolves would come out and help you along with that.

But, Skylar wasn’t in line to be the next beta or in a position for her wolf to be needed like that. So why did she come early, why was it necessary, what happened?” She looks back at me, I’m pretty sure she set me up with that question.