Chapter 161-170

Chapter 0161
I wish I would have been able to see Oliver’s smile one more time. I hate that my last thought of him is going to be that moody scowl of his walking away from me angry. My brother finally got to see the real me and was proud. I wish I could have been more for him. Stronger, by his side. Not weak, needing his protection all of the time. I take a deep, slow breath, it hurts so bad. I guess I really don’t need to anymore do I? Breathing makes my whole chest sear right now. It really would just be better to stop. I’m so tired.

BANG!

It’s so noisy. What happened to the quiet crushing me? Can’t I just die in peace?

Firms hands. My head is floppy. I don’t like all the moving, it hurts so bad. But my mouth won’t say anything. What’s happening? My whole body is throbbing. I think someone is talking, but it sounds like we’re under water.

“Oh…Don’t. Wake Up. Keep… Open.”

What? Don’t do what? Keep what open? I can’t open anything. I’m so confused, is someone talking to me?

I just want to die in peace.